how i wish

i have enough courage to tell you how i feel for you...

but i know it's pointless,

coz it's her who's in you heart...

the worst thing is that you once said,

"no one else could ever take her place "

YOU ARE THE ONE

funny how it seems when you just can't heLp but smiLe when you think of a person you never thought you can get along with, reLy on, depend on and definitely fall in Love with..

my life was once a mess, then you came..

i learned to pick every pieces of me that was broken..

and tried to live my life the way i did before..

and one thing more..

THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME HOW TO LOVE AGAIN :)

there are those nights i would cry,

i would cry to lessen the emptiness i'm feeling inside

knowing i can't feel you beside me...

i long for your embrace;

simply your comfort that strengthens me...

but i should know, distance won't matter

as long as we have each other

inside our hearts...

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this is the first time i'm away, nga ngun ani ka lau... Christmas pjd nd new year...

i know things hav changed der sukad pgka wala nq, kai aq man daun ng mag una2,aq daun ng mang agda nn.u samut nag laag bahala'g kasab.an! heheheh aq mu'y langasan sa baLai, mag sige pakuyaw ni mama ug papa, samut na ni lola! hahahah

tig alaga n karen ug tig kasaba n ate jung2...

xempre mag taLabang n josh wen 8 cums 2 ate jung2!! wew!

ug ang pnaka hobby namu,ahw,..hahahaha mag atbang ug xot wit ant an2,te beca raz ug manding!! ahahaha

things never d sym wen i left,ayt?? i know hapi2 lng mu dha cgi, pru lahi man jd ng kulang.. noh??.. aminin!! heheheh

mingaw namu nq?? ahw,samut nq dire,different keu..

guys, i may be away,we may not see each other as often as wat we used to,but havng u oL insyd my hart makes me stiL feeL your com4t.. i hup it's d sym way wit u:)

I guess f ur done breaking my hart, I shud go..
As I stared n ur eyes,u ask me y I was about 2 cry?..
Coz I knew u’re going 2 say goodbye…
Y can’t u see how much u hurt me ds tym??
U used 2 say u wer sorry,but now u don’t…
U don’t evn care anymor..
I nvr hated u 4 not lovng me,
But I h8 u 4 makng me fall evn mor wen
I’m trying 2 let u go…
I’ll nvr going 2 let u see thru me…
I’m nvr going 2 show u
How brokn I am insYd..
My frnds teL me 2 let go, or
@ least evn try..
But wat do I do wen I strt 2 cry??
I’m holding u back,..yet I
Don’t want 2 let go.
I’m fighting bak emotions
I nvr fought b4..
Wen u sed u don’t nid me;
I don’t xpct u 2 b rYt
My head rest on my pillow,
I let my tears flow nd ask myself,
“y can’t I let u go?”
I know I hav sed gudbbye so
Many tyms b4,but oL
Roads lead me back 2 u..but now..
As I say ds goodbye, I hav ds feelng dat
I wiL nvr see u agen…
Honestly,I don’t want 2 cross
Ur path n d future,coz i
Don’t want these feelings 2 cum bak
Nd hurt me 1s agen!
I know I can’t let go of my feelings..
But I hav 2 let u go..
Sori if it took me ths long 2 let u go.
I still luv u,nd probably wiL
Luv u 4 a vry ling tym..
But sumhow I wud thnk off dat I hav 2 mov on
Nd get over u!
Nd d only way 4 me 2 do dat s 2 b not
Around u anymore…
Lyk wat dey say,..”we can’t 4get sum1 we luved,
We may want 2,but we can’t”…
Luv cannot b 4gotn how hard we try
Nd how much we thnk it will ease d pain..
It wiL oLwys b der 4evr!
Mybe fate wiL smyL upon us,nd we’ll see each ader agen..
SOMEDAY

I LOVE YOU GOODBYE

giving sum1 all ur love s nevr an assurance dat they'll luv u back..
sum pipol r just not meant 2 b n ur lyf,no matter how much u want dem 2 be..

u hug them goodbye like it's nothing, while all uwant 2 do s hold on 4ever...
i used 2 smyl wen i told pipol dat u were mine,but now i can't even smyl & say ur nym @ d same tym...

as much as i luv u, i hav 2 say gudbye cozi know u wud b happier if i let u go..
i'm sori if i made u cry, i'm sori if tears fellfrom ur eyes,..but remmbr, 4 evry tear dat fell from ur eyes..two from mine...

missing u isn't d hardst part,..knowing i once had u, s wat breaks my hart..
i'll nvr 4get d tyms we once shared,and i'llalwys remmber how much u once cared..

now it's over, it's tym to mov on..

it's nvr easy to see u turning back..but i hav to take d pain& cry all d way home,coz i know it will nvr b d same..

i know wen u leave, dstance will kip us apart,..but dstance, no matter how far, can't change these feelngs n my hart..

just turn ur head wen u see me, i undrstand..

1 day, i will b able 2 look u n d eye w/outfeelng d pain i've caused u..

i hope n tym, u will b happy as u call my name,once again..

happinss s too far for us now,..but even if it's near,i know it will b hard for us to get there..

jst lyk d song.."BABY IT'S NEVER GONNA WORK OUT...ILOVE YOU GOODBYE!"

if only he knows how much i love him..i only want what's good for him and good for us..it's just a matter that he can't undrstand me..i just wanted him to be honest with me..but don't think so he can..don't want to end up just like this..my heart says i really love him but my mind is still in doubt..should i follow my heart and just let this stupid thought of doubting him fly away?? or just sit here with an aching heart and full of regrets??

i am...

Real friend to call;always ready help you

Ease the pain you have inside

Never leaves you when you're down;

Always makes you feel alive,

Loved and cared;

You can never find another friend as sweet as

Nectar than me!